Poetry

Occasionally, when I'm really down, words come to me and I write them down, work with them and end up with a poem. Below are some of the poems I have written. Some of them were done for school, so they aren't as dark as some of the others. Please do not steal these, as they are my own and I worked hard on them.

Vietnam

Night is closin in on us,
I know the others feel it too.
I wonder where the light has gone,
And if we will ever see the dawn again.

But darkness is not all I see here.
Death red is a common color too.
I think the Lord of Hades
Would love this place.

I don't think we'll ever forget
What the light was like though.
It was warm and comforting,
All full of tranquility.

I hope that when my time comes,
That it well be the light taking me.
For I think that my decision
Was right in coming here.

Waiting For You

Your love was eternal,
Just like the moon and sun.
From your arms I flew
Just like an angel I knew.

But alone you stand now,
Like a solider lost in sadness,
Now knowing I had heard your last words,
I will now cherish forever.

Like a sakura in bloom,
whisked away by a strengthening breeze,
never to fall, but to roam the earth free.
But without you, what is free..
Our dream to be together..
Now shattered like a falling mirror.

My Love..
With you all my heard stands,
I will wait for you.
Until the day when our love is brought together.
Like a Sakura and the loving spring time weather.

Destroy What We Have Had

God Bless America
United we stand
For nothing can destroy
What we have had

Sickness has pleged us
War has been our lives
But nothing can destroy
What we have had

Terrorists attack
Anthrax appears
But nothing can destroy
What we have had

Allies leave us
Enemies gain support
But nothing can destroy
What we have had

We will continue to thrive
To be the best of the best
For nothing can destroy
What we have had

So God Bless America
United we stand
For nothing can destroy
What we have had

Life

You were born with baby blue eyes
And silk-like light blonde hair

You were your mothers child
You were your fathers gift from god

As you grew, your eyes changed
Losing the light they originally possessed

As you lived, your hair changed
Changing more than a sifting wind

You became your own person
With your own beleifs, dreams, and ideas

Just never forget
How you started out

With Baby blue eyes and blonde hair
Being your mothers child and your fathers gift

How, What, and Why

We walk this earth
Not knowing why.

We live our lives
Wondering what for.

We ask the questions
Few wish to answer.

For they only know
As much as you.

So as you walk this earth and live your life
And ask the questions no one can answer

Just remember that you are still here
Taking on life

So live it to its fullest
For you will never again

Be given the gift
Of walking this earth, living this life

And asking the questions
Of How, What and Why

Until I Met You

I used to walk this life alone
Thinking of what death was like
Wishing it would come and claim me its own
Never thinking about what would be left behind
That was until I met you

I used to think this life wasn't worth it
All the pain and suffering was just to much
How anyone could deal with it
I could never guess
That was until I met you

With your chocolate eyes and soft fugde skin
You taught me to live again
With your kind words and understanding thoughts
You showed me why life is worth living
And I thank god everyday,
For that day that I met you.

What If

What if I was born a blonde
Would I still have this much fun

What if I was born with blue eyes
Would I see things the way they are now

What if I was born a jock
Would I still like reading books

What if I was born popular
Would I still be your partner

What if I was born with smarts
Would I still have my heart

What if I was born colored
Would I still see life the same way

"What if" is all I can ask
For would it really matter the answer?

Lost Love

It is another night
Of lying alone in bed
Wondering when we will be together again

I know you aren't coming back
But I can still feel your warmth
Of where you used to sleep

I can still smell that sweet scent
That was yours alone
On the pillow next to mine

Your clothes still hang in the closet
Where you always hung them
I didn't have the heart to move them

You've always been a part of my life
And now that your not
I am lost and confused

As to when we will be together again
At those Golden Gates you used to dream about
Where we will be together, for all eternity

Confusion

Why am I always the last to know
Whats going on in your life?

I thought we were suppose to tell each other everything
I thought this was a two way street.

I don't know your past
Whereas you know my life story

I don't know your hobbies
Whereas you know all my passions

I see you in my dreams and fantasies
Whereas you see me only in your past

I loved you when no one else would
Whereas you never loved me in your heart

I'll Be

I'll be the person you want me to be
Not the person I already am

I'll be the person who's shoulder you cry on
Not the person who is allowed to cry

I'll be the person who protects you from the world
Not the person you protect

I'll be the person who watches over you
Not the person you watch over

I'll be the person you call friend
Not the person who you look to for friendship

I will always be who and what you want me to be
Not the person I want to be for you

Black Mage

On the 31st of May
And All Hallows Eve
One lonely spirit comes home
To haunt Black Ceve

Ceve was black mage
During the Magik wars
And only one death
Did he truely abhore

This person was Emily
Whose skin was so fair
With silver moon eyes
And long white gold hair

Ceve had loved her
His sweet loving Emily
But during the wars
White Magik ruled her family

Being a holder of black
And she a holder of white
It was quite certain only one
Would come back from the fight

"A fight to the death with powers alone,
I challenge you my sweet"
"I accept your challenge black mage
You alone will meet defeat."

The battle was unbeleiveable
With white and black bursts
But when it was said and done
Black Ceve came in first.

So now on 31st of May
And All Hallows Eve
Emilys crying spirit
Comes home to haunt Ceve

Darkness

Standing in a crowded room
But standing all alone
You feel like everyone watching you
But never really seeing you
Blinded by lights and deafened by the noise
But surrounded by darkness and silence alike
The ones closest to your heart
Are you ones who turn and run
You move around looking for an ally
But your in a mine field of spies
You look for a safe haven
But only find more hell
Well you ever be anything but
Cold, scared and alone.

Anyone

Hello?
Is anybody there?
Its so dark here.
And quiet.
I wish someone would come and save me.
I wish I had someone who cared enough.
Someone who would save me from the darkness
That has surronded me in its confines.
Please, someone, anyone...
If you have the time.
Could you possibly come get me?
Before I run out of light
And just give up and die?